mindless rambling.......

Wonder if there is any end to any of these sad feelings.....to all the gloominess in life.Sometimes you think...'oh great!at least something's going right'.....and there!...one more problem's waiting for you at your doorstep...The more you run away from these stupid ' problems'....the more they haunt you like some monster!...
Finally starting to cut off the color black from my life.....yeah...true I just love the color....but it had started to dominate....just about everything in my life.Every second t-shirt I pull out to wear is black!....as if there exists no color on this earth except black....
Procrastination!...its killing me!..
Almost about to finish angels and demons....its getting quite interesting now.....
I wonder...if there's some mysterious connection I share with the letter 's' and the number '7'.....the number 7 is just too lucky for me...and the letter s.....where do I begin?.....my parents names start with an 's'....my junior college was 's'athye....I am pursuing my bachelors degree in a college named 's'.....first crush...guy with his name starting with 's'........and.....ummm...hey i just figured out...the word seven..also starts with.....well no points for guessing.....an 's'......

why the hell am i writing such sad posts???????...........I must be really sick right now....and hell I am!!

I'm just too tired of my own thoughts.....my brain is just overloaded with thoughts!......jammed with all the stupid thoughts and worries...how the hell is it supposed to work?......
Want to be happy....trying to listen to happy songs.....trying to keep myself busy......but it ain't working!....just at my wit's end at the moment.....